Escalating escalators

Still thinking about my ex on and off. Last night I dreamed I was on my way to the el platform. There was an escalator that went into infinity, both ways. We passed on opposite sides, I tried to smile and looked at his face, he started straight ahead. It’s the first time I’ve been able to clearly remember his face. Glasses, giant eyes, some acne scars. Cute crooked smile with gappy teeth.

I don’t even feel scared, but I am weirdly curious. I’m wondering why he’s cropped up as soon as I started exhibiting symptoms of mania.

Feels overflow/kernel panic

I very possibly may be losing my mind. I feel very alone. I’m making small, yet destructive, decisions. I’m focusing on everything I’ve done wrong instead of what I can do right from now on. I keep thinking of my ex, which is hella scary. I can’t concentrate on work. My therapist is overly sympathetic to the trivial things. I’m becoming afraid to leave my space.

Oh soundless, empty void of the internet. Take my woes as I purge them from my mind. It’s 5 God damn AM and I’ve been starting at a darkened ceiling for 4 hours now. Put me to rest. Please.

dog-song:

Fight everyone that makes you feel crappy, aggressively. Eat them.

(via genobreakers)

How big should you make your art?

thefrogman:

I’ve noticed some digital artists out there who just kind of guess when choosing the dimensions of their artwork. Trying to understand ppi, dpi, print dimensions, and resolution can send you down a rabbit hole of complexity likely to break your brain.

If you are creating an…

awjwa:

sunshine—daisys:

shmegeh:

I found this card at the pharmacy today and it was good.

I need to buy these in bulk

(via belchingbeauty)

sabrinadropkick:

digbicks:

Your Still Life is Going Nowhere, Tom Howes

DAMN.

sabrinadropkick:

digbicks:

Your Still Life is Going Nowhere, Tom Howes

DAMN.

hellozuul:

The ball to cock ratio is very important.

This picture got me in SO much trouble that shouldn’t have even been an issue. Still totally worth it though.

hellozuul:

The ball to cock ratio is very important.

This picture got me in SO much trouble that shouldn’t have even been an issue. Still totally worth it though.

funnelcakecocaine:

systematicpanic:

"The angles of your wrists
preserve a certain mystery,unknown by any lipsor written down in history.”
-Mark Z Danielewski, House of Leaves.

To measure their degree would solve the oldest questions. Providence and alchemy answered in your gestures.
But God and Gold will never rival the way your fingers curl. They hold my breath’s arrival like a rare and undiscovered pearl.

funnelcakecocaine:

systematicpanic:

"The angles of your wrists

preserve a certain mystery,
unknown by any lips
or written down in history.”

-Mark Z Danielewski, House of Leaves.

To measure their degree
would solve the oldest questions.
Providence and alchemy
answered in your gestures.

But God and Gold will never rival
the way your fingers curl.
They hold my breath’s arrival
like a rare and undiscovered pearl.

(Source: danielodowd, via bibliocatalyst)

Nothing in the world smells as good as the person you love.